+ a beau__tiful ho___

April 30, 2006

Oh my gosh.
Those funny talks with hundreds
of people gathering to hear them
are BORING.

Stood there for an hour or so
before I decided to walk towards
one of the HDB blocks to sit
at the stairs and study.
Then my dad called me when I
was on my way and sent me back
while they're now at the YCK stadium
listening to.....

I don't know who and I don't care either.

Perhaps I'm too pampered to bother
about those stuff now.

I've got everything I want,
except something that's missing.
I want it back so badly.
But I'll wait.

Maybe when I start working and feeling
the pinch of spending money
then I shall listen to them.

Time to study 2 days' worth of crap.
Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[8:44 PM]]

`reminiscence.
Many times in life we don't pause
and take a look at our surrounding.

Life'sjusttoofastpaced.

-nIx- @ [[11:13 AM]]

I'm awake after 9hours of rest.
But I feel like going back to sleep.

Now this song's been running through
my mind.

Tie A Yellow Ribbon 'Round The Old Oak Tree

I'm coming home, I've done my time.
Now I've got to know what is and isn't mine.
If you received my letter telling you I'd soon be free,
Then you'll know just what to do, if you still want me.
If you still want me.

CHORUS
Oh, tie a yellow ribbon 'round the old oak tree,
It's been three long years, do you still want me?
If I don't see a ribbon 'round the old oak tree,
I'll stay on the bus, forget about us,
Put the blame on me,
If I don't see a yellow ribbon 'round the old oak tree.

-nIx- @ [[9:51 AM]]

`tiredout.

Barely 5pages of studying today.
I'm feeling very tired.
Good night.
Off for now.

Please sing me a lullaby as I fall into deep sleep.

-nIx- @ [[12:02 AM]]

April 29, 2006

don't you just love reading and hilighting everything you see?

more!

-nIx- @ [[10:45 PM]]

`memories-

`rangoon lane <3

the empty used-to-be canteen

the girls toilet.

the guy's toilet. dust all over.

stairs which leads to the library.

-nIx- @ [[10:36 PM]]

The weather's a killer.

I find myself wanting to eat
something when I'm not hungry.
Was the opposite before I fell sick.

Joel ;
after listening to his crap,
I'm so disgusted by ~~gays~~him.
He's one scary monster.
Okay. -zips-

I don't get to watch DCJ because
my sister, out of goodwill,
recorded the wrong channel.

I'm too tired to study but I feel
so bad not studying.

我好累。
Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[9:55 PM]]

`druggedandsleepy;

HAPPY 18TH BIRTHDAY LUTHER.

Visited the doctor yesterday.
Crashed lut's house.
Zhi cha somewhere in Bishan ;
sponsored by Dennis.
Sleep-over at Val's.

The past few days ;
Kept sleeping everywhere.
Just bang my head on the table
and start sleeping.
Maybe it's good.

Farrer Parked down.
Walked about the old school premise.
Everything's so deserted.
Covered drains, toilets, sinks.
Everything's locked.
But it does bring back memories.

Bah ku teh. $8 per person.
Everyone complained about the meat
being too hard and the soup's not nice.
I still think the soup was okay.
Or maybe because my sense of taste
isn't as good now.

Wanted to go Civil Service Club but
the weather was a killer.
Ended up at United Square,
then Novena and finally TTSH.
Then they're off to town
while I headed home.
Just too tired.

My hair's still not dry and I'm
like a dead zombie.

Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[7:09 PM]]

April 28, 2006

`andIwonder.

What life would be now if
it didn't happen.
Sighs.

I'm feeling feverish now.
How can I allow myself to fall sick?
My exams are coming.

And my purpose in life is..?

-nIx- @ [[8:44 AM]]

April 27, 2006

My body's aching and my mum's
complaining away about me being sick.

Tomorrow I shall see the doctor.
If I'm still fit enough to go there.

Pfft.
I better head to sleep before I
become moody again.
Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[11:56 PM]]

I'm barely awake.
Took 3 Strepsils and my throat
is still sore.
Plus flu still there.

Shouldn't have left Jy alone
even for that short while. Ahaha.
By the way, Jy's evil thoughts
are worse than mine.

Thanks for helping me ask which
chapters are excluded.
At least I never studied them. =)

Completed the last 13pages of today
in lin's house.
It's so dim.

My beloved T7 book.
Torn up and full of dog ears.

I tried Jy's specs and accidently
opened my eyes twice.
Felt so giddy. -.-

Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[10:21 PM]]

`randomranting.

Showoff.
So what if you can afford expensive
items?
In the end it's your parents who
fork out the money.

Money can't buy happiness.
Even if it does, how long can that
happiness last? It's only short term.

I'm no longer going to fall prey
to any form of torment from you.

You've already caused me to lose
my sunshine. And my mind ~~TWICE~~THRICE.

You better know how to stay
out of my life.

I'm gonna be strong.

It's just too bad you remind me
of life's darkest moments.

I used to wonder why she and me
have to keep running away,
hide, think of excuses.
As though we're prisoners
but we did nothing wrong.

I always see her so troubled
every time you finish talking to her.
Intimidate her one more time and I'd
make life difficult for you.

Next time I'll just walk up to her
and drag her away.
I won't let her be affected like me.

I'm not bothering you and you
better do the same.

I don't care if you're reading this.
All the better so you'd keep away.

It's meaningless to talk it out anyway.

-----

Okay I'm done ranting.
Time to put the hate behind
and get on with life.
Study!

-nIx- @ [[11:02 AM]]

Irritatedddddddd.
Keep hearing bubbly sounds in my ear.
This better not affect my sense
of balance.
I hope I can walk straight to school.

I'm so drained and I don't know why.

-nIx- @ [[10:44 AM]]

Being sick is no fun.
Spent like 1hour with tissue papers
before I managed to fall asleep.

And I feel like sleeping again!

-nIx- @ [[10:03 AM]]

April 26, 2006

I'm done studying for the day(rather).

My phone sent my message meant for Jy
to Lin.
Rather useless to repair it again.

During the past few days,
- my temperament was unacceptable.
(Okay I know.)
- I've learnt a lot,
about people, about society,
about life.
Yea, life's crazy.
I'm gonna take it slow.

No point running away from the problem
since it always comes back.
I overcame my biggest roadblock
this time round and I hope
it'd never come back, ever again!

At least today I'm more sober.
But sick.

I've made a few goals and promises for myself.
Some seem real tough to adhere to at the moment.
But nevertheless, I hope I keep to what's set.

I believe I can.

-nIx- @ [[11:07 PM]]

Okay. I'm down with flu.
Thanks to my sister's love for spraying
so much perfume.
Opened my room door early in the morning
and was choked by the smell.
Coughed and had this about-to-vomit
feeling everytime I coughed.
Then I started sneezing.

----
After the previous post.
Went to sleep in my room.
But after awhile, to my parent's room.
Then some loud noise woke me up.
And I can't find anything that dropped
so noisily.
Okay ghost.
So I went back to my room again.

Now that my mum's back,
I finally found what dropped.
The clock. Left a hole in the wall too.

Back to studying.
I only did.. 3pages since my last post.
Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[8:11 PM]]

Fly high.

Today I walked home.
Barefooted in the heavy rain.
So I won't slip.

I just killed a lightbulb.
It was flickering when I turned it on.
So I switched off and on the light again.
And it was dead the 2nd time.

Study!
Byebye.

-nIx- @ [[2:47 PM]]

April 25, 2006

I'm maintaining my composure now but
I'm not too sure how long I can last.
Probably a night.

Who'd know what I'd resort to next time.

You've made a lasting impression,
and that's all that matters.

-nIx- @ [[7:16 PM]]

How long, since then?
Nine years, maybe ten.
Where the trouble unfolded.
Now the nightmare stands
so vividly in her mind.
Escapism into virtual worlds,
rebels, fights, vulgarities.
She's done it all.

How long, since then?
3years, from the camp.
Her character's sudden change.
Where happiness started
and new life began.

How long, since then?
2years ago.
She smiles throughout.
Waltz with her sunshines.
Sings with the breeze.
Plays with her hair.
Life's just the best.

How long, since then?
5months ago.
She's made a wish,
the same as last's.
Blew the candle on the ice cream.
Wishing time would never past.

How long, since then?
Again, 5months ago.
She celebrates the day, with a kiss,
it's also the day, 2years after camp.
She trust and loves them all.
They've made a lasting impression,
that's all that matters.

How long, since then?
Every once in awhile.
They've come back to haunt.
Helpless ; she keeps it to herself.
But she can't take it no more.
She just keeps crying,
two, three hours a day.
Till she's too tired to move.

How long, since then.
Two months ago.
She tells the truth.
It's not the end.

How long, since then?
Two weeks ago.
She lost her soul.
She lost her smiles.
She lost her motivation.
Everything in life, lost.
Still crying to herself,
up to this day.
That's the price she has to pay.

-nIx- @ [[11:44 AM]]

April 24, 2006

Hello God, are you listening?
She has many, many questions.
Please answer them in her dreams.

Take away her pain. Take away her sorrow.
It's just too much. Too much to swallow.

Dying to get away
Let the pain of yesterday
Go slipping through the cracks.

-nIx- @ [[9:01 PM]]

`useless.

There they were, laughing in the rain.
As she stood there ; holding the gate
wide open.
They all had umbrellas.
Rainbow coloured, big, bright and happy.
She had none ; drenched in the rain.
Not a single word of thanks. Fools.

She trudged home ; slipped.
Scratches on her nails, cuts on her toes.
Bleeding away.
She sees them ; doesn't feel the pain.

Back home ; she stares at the mirror.
Mocks at her bloodshot eyes
and the tears come back.

It wasn't meant to be this way.
Now she can't breathe again.

-nIx- @ [[7:15 PM]]

Just throw her into the pit of depression.
Leave her there.
Let her build a wall around.
Keep to herself.
For a day, a week, a month, a year,
for the rest of her entire life.

Bottled emotions.
One day it'll break, it'll shatter.

They say, she won't last long.

Just sip that cup of poisoned tea.
It'll put an end, an end to her misery.

-nIx- @ [[10:25 AM]]

April 23, 2006

There she is ;
picking up the broken fragments of her heart.
Shattered, scattered, all over the floor.

Her hands bleeding from the cuts.
Yet, determined to fix it.
Someday, somehow.
She will ; but not now.
It's still missing a huge piece.

Wait a moment, isn't she already dead?

-----

Where'd that smile of hers gone to?

-nIx- @ [[10:00 PM]]

April 22, 2006

`nothingbutafacade-

She still doesn't know which is right.
To hide the truth and hurt all
or to tell the truth and risk dejection.

She chose the latter ;
the consequences are all hers to bear.
Alone in the dark, alone in the silence.
She shoulders the blame, faces the music alone.
Life is tough. She's about to surrender.
She doesn't know her meaning,
her purpose in life.

-----

Remember the poem she once wrote,
way before such a thing happened to her?
It's unfolding right before her
very eyes, somewhat similar.

-----

And here she cries,
"Oh birthday wish of two years,
why won't you come true?"

I'm sorry. Sorry things turned out this way.

-nIx- @ [[4:40 PM]]

Fall back? Who can she - that nobody, turn to?
Who's going to catch her before she falls.
Before she bleeds, bleeds her life away.

They took away her dignity.
They took away her happiness.
They took away her love.
They took away her life.

Words alone, is enough.
Enough to bring her down.
To break her heart, to tear it apart.
Like rubbing salt into her wounds.

For all she's left with are memories from the past.
Crying over the happy moments because she knows,
knows those moments are history.
Still glad, because it happened.
Crying over the bad times for she's been hurt.
The damage done, to break her little heart,
even given a lifetime, can never be forgotten.

Her twin wanted revenge. Sweet revenge.
Intoxicated with nothing but hate and revenge.
She tries to stop her twin's evil misdoing.
Once, twice, thrice.
But ends up dragged into the game.
She's hurt and hurting.
But she doesn't mean to.
She's learnt from the game.
Sworn never to step in again.
She knows her limits. She knows she'll stop.
Even if it takes away her sanity or
every bit of her energy.

You see the tears in her eyes -
it tells only the truth.
She never meant to hurt anyone.

She wants to forget.
But it keeps haunting.
She wants to love.
But they turn her away.

She's lost, confused, perturbed, full of pain.
Once again, she can't breath.
Gasping for air.
But she doesn't want to die, not now.
She fights to live, but doesn't know why.

Hello, cruel world.
When will this all stop?

And when she's silent, deep in thought,
it's then she's fighting her twin.
The battle - with her feelings at stake.
She's got to win.

-nIx- @ [[9:16 AM]]

April 21, 2006

All along, she's been a victim.
Victim of puppetry, of mankind.
Just do with her as you please.
Fabricated with a smile painted onto
her melancholic face.
Smiling to the world - to those around.

Unwanted. Done with. Hurled to a corner.
There she rests, broken and alone,
with tears rolling down her cheeks.
She attempts to pick herself up,
time and again, but fails.
She cries for help, but nobody hears her plea.

Bitter life.
There, she lay for ages. Crying to herself.

Everyone around her - stuck in their own world
of happiness, smiling, laughing, merrymaking.
Nobody notices the sadness, the bitterness in her.
Now, now. Who can this meagre nobody turn to?
For she's nothing.
Nothing but a victim of hurt, of pain, of suffering.

-nIx- @ [[8:07 PM]]

April 06, 2006

Urrgh?

-nIx- @ [[6:24 PM]]

Jy entertains me real well at times.
(Except I wished she didn't memorize
the zap zap zap advertisement.)

Sometimes when we walk past that
HOH law corporation she will go
sing out that tune then mime the
pick up phone, *hesitates* put down phone.
Pick up phone, *hesistates again* put down.
*Finally musters courage*
Picks up phone and calls.
*Shakes hand*.
"New branch at Aljunied... blablabla"

Entertainer. -.-
Can't seem to get to sleep. -.-

-nIx- @ [[1:26 AM]]

Colour my life, please.

I think I'm abusing my friendships.
I just feel like I'm doing that.
So to everyone I've offended, sorry. -.-
Mood swings. Boo.

I'm actually studying.
Studyinggggggg.
I don't know why I'm burying my head
into books. I've done my fair share today.
But I'm still reading.

?

-nIx- @ [[12:18 AM]]

April 05, 2006

It seems like some songs...
lose their meaning.
While others are catching my attention.

Songs that once mean so much
suddenly mean nothing to me.
And crappy ones catch my attention instead.

Okay. I'm not in the right mind now. lol.
I just feel like studying non-stop.
So stoned.
Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[11:13 PM]]

Oh my sleep always gets disrupted.
Someone was vacuuming the house
while I was sleeping.

Managed to study my 30pages!
But then I studied 3chapters.
1/3 of one, a few pages of another
and 1/2 of another.
Just don't know how to do the questions/
found the topic tough/not taught yet
so I choose easier topics.

I'm in time for 7pm show!
After that I shall do T6's
Balance sheets and P&L.
Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[6:52 PM]]

My phone has been ringing every 2min
for the past 4hours 31minutes.
Means it rang a total of
135times.
I forgot to bring it out and
Jy smsed me. -.-

Poor phone. I just charged it overnight.
Gonna low batt soon again I suppose.

Today Manek just kept giving formulas
and doing questions.
I'm so blur.
But I managed to memorise the formula
in class and made Jy do it too. Hehe.

Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[2:43 PM]]

Right now I'm looking at the main road.
Out of which 2 of the 3lanes are
blocked by police cars.
Then the last lane's filled with cars,
buses and motorcycles queuing up
with some guy holding that flashing stick
stopping them one by one, then letting them
go after awhile and letting the motorcycles
and buses pass through without them stopping.

Wonder what's happening. xD
Busy body.
This isn't the first time I've seen
police cars at the road there.
But the vehicles queuing up are rather weird.

I'm still rather curious over that noisy
MRT at 2am matter. =x

Ask me out if you want.
If it's a yes then good,
if it's a no, don't bother pestering
cuz I've made up my mind.
Yes, I do make provisions in case
I want/need to go out.
But I need to study too.
My exams might not seem important to you,
but they are to me.
I'm the one taking it, not you.
It's 4modules of exam mind you.
If I fail one I wait half a year.

Tell me why else would I turn down an
offer to go ice skating?
Tell me.
I'd love to skate.
But I have to set my priorities right.

Like I've said before, I already lost my chance
in other areas, it's time for me to treasure
what I have now, before I regret further.

I wanna be the youngest graduate in the school.

Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[12:11 AM]]

April 04, 2006

I'm into my 3rd question.
I definitely need more practice.
Cuz I won't be able to complete
the questions on time. Boo.
School tomorrow morning.
Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[11:49 PM]]

Yay.
Da Chang Jin starting soon.
From 8pm till now,
I attempted 2questions from T6.
1 completed and the other half done.
I don't know how to do even though
the teacher taught.
New topic. =[
Obviously I know how to do reverse work.
But I don't like the idea of looking at
answers for that reason.

Doooo.

Ange practically ripped half the contents
off my old blog. -.-
Me missing out the ice skating planning,
the dentist visit,
our coffee spree,
lin's how man F9s you have,
our dear eGnIx website,
thean hoe's lessons,
other mentions of lovable rice,
Lawrence Tan's fantastic singing and dancing
and Miss Siu's magic tricks.

Eh tv.
Off for now!

-nIx- @ [[9:50 PM]]

~~Youdon'tknowme~~.
I don't like it when people who just
know me call me nIx.
It's a name for people close to me.
But then again, I don't like people
to call me by my name.
No, I don't hate my name.
I just don't like the whole world
to know my name when someone shouts
and calls out for me at some public
place at the other end of the building.
Oh now everyone knows my name.

And it's the same case for my surname.
Once given away, everyone knows my full name.

Paranoid.
I still think I'd feel safer if I was
given an english name.

But then again. Whatever.

Ange's reading my old blog and copying and pasting
random events.

Me : Oh give
Ange n me : me a home where the buffalo
*me turns around and saw Miss Alsagoff behind.
Ange : roam~
*me shakes Ange's arm and tells her to stop singing.
Ange : Why?
@ e same time
Miss Alsagoff : Where the deer and the antelope play~
*Ange and me paiseh, rushes to art room
roaring with laughter.

------

leeth "i need some gers"
me "meme"
leeth "ok u and angeline.. eh after school
can you stay back help me... blablablabla.."
ange "..........."

------

adding the numbers out to 29
den 9 + 2 = 11
den 1 + 1 = 2
soo. we went 2stops away from dhoby ghaut.

------

"Describe a local funeral" again
The difference between funeral and wake -
Wake is the 1st to the 2nd last day.
Funeral is the day they cremate
or bury the body.

------

Went to Ange's home to do lanterns.
Tore plenty.
Ange did a pretty one with drawing.
Then she lit it up.
Tadahh!
"Eh it looks like its burning."
Next few seconds it caught fire.
Didn't want to use the paper plate
to extinguish the fire.
Just let it burn. Stupid idea.
Hah. Ange's lanturn. Pretty lanturn.

------

Played with the coin machine thingy.
Slot in 2 $1 coins and became a proud
owner of squirt. No peach though.

------

Jia Ying, "Escuse me your cheese fries are watery."
They offered to change to another.
Jia ying, "Never mind. Just to tell you the fries are watery."

------

Aug 04, 2004
And Rice is getting a little old.
Still, I want to see Rice forever!
We could be best friends, You and I.
WAHAHAHA. Paranoid.
But Rice, I want to tell you -
that I love you. I assume others too -
those that keep snatching over you.

------

[[art__

take me to your heart
take me to your soul
give me you hand and hold me
show me what love is
be my guiding star...

and they repeated it for almost
1hour.. i suppose..
Another all time hit
Would be

Can you feel the love tonight.

yeaps. a definate solution to drive people crazy.

------

take me to your heart
take me to your soul
take me by the hand before im old
show me what love is
havnt got a clue
show me that wonders
can come true.

*rofl. can sure drive people crazy
with this lovely song.

------

rice pee-ed on my maths. bah.
but i saw it yawn.
ok. as ange says it ate its shit
and spit it out. that was what
she assumes its doing.
nevertheless, i still have to admit
that rice is the class cutie
and yes, center of attraction as it seems.
*kisses rice!

------

which reminds me on wed's issue.[[i suppose its wed.]]
walked up the stairs with l. tan following behind.
den i saw the rabbit wrapper which
i guess flew out of our class.
either belongs to me or ange la.
den i picked it up..
l. tan : whats that?
me : rubbish
l. tan : good girl..
*smiles idiotically*
l. tan : are you a good girl?
*ehh?*

-----

hah. walked down.
on e way talked to ms teo.
den say hi she dao.
den ask her why
she sae tired. =x
so went down to 3rd floor
barely before we reached
we both heard nagging =p
and then we ran up.
ms teo O.O "why who downstairs?"
hah. never reply. oops.
just laughed away.
den went down by the other stairs.
wahahaha. =x

Goshh. So much memories. Haha.
Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[6:12 PM]]

On how serious I am in studying?
I don't know.
Stumped myself with my own question.
I don't do homework but I'm studying so hard?

I think the last time I did homework was
somewhere in July 05, when classes just started.

I don't like competition.
But then again, that's only one of the
many many reasons I'm motivated to study.

I can't stand itttt.
My classmate's planning to stop studying
at 9pmmm. 12pm to 9pm!
I shall go study more. Byeeeeee.

-nIx- @ [[5:43 PM]]

Typical weekday.
I wake up to find I'm the only one around
and dishes keep piling up overnight.
So does housework.
Haa.
But because I can't stand mess,
I do the housework.
They don't appreciate ittttt.

I just got nagged at yesterday
even after all those housework I've done.

Eating now.
Shall slack a little more then study later.
Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[11:04 AM]]

April 03, 2006

Nanananananana.
I always wondered how to type those alphabets
with funny symbols above them.
I always see them on keyboards overseas.
And todayyyy, I finally found how to!
Goshh. I'm so happy with my new findings.
Nope. It's not the alt+num pad numbers.

Look! (I just realised I can't type them here.)
But I can do with copy paste from msn or m. word.
àèìòù
áéíóú
äëïöü
Wahahahaha.

So cool. xD
I decided to retarget my daily pages to 30.
And I studied 35today!
Still in the mood to study more hehe.
Soon it'll accumulate till there's enough
for me to skip a day of studying
for whatever reasons. =)
Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[11:25 PM]]

Yay.
In the past two hours, I...
-cleaned the toilet,
-packed my bed ;
-packed my floor ;
-arranged my school books/notes/etc ;
-sent my clothes for washing ;
(jeans ahaha, finally.)
-washed two fans ;
-listened to the same few songs repeating
again and again.

In the mood to study but I think I'd most
probably become really sleepy
and feel like sleeping.
The only thing stopping me now is the
thunder and lightning.

And since sleeping in afternoons make
me sleep later at night and wake up later,
I should kick the habit not sleep
so I can wake up earlier.

Wake up, wash up, comp for awhile,
newspaper, then study(and end before the tv starts).
Rather than drag till I end up studying
and watching tv at the same time.

I'm hungry. Bah.
Time for hunting food.
Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[5:41 PM]]

Yay.
I finished studying at 3.31pm.
That's 25pages in approximately 3hours.
Including a bit of MSN in between.

I can watch tv in peace.
Shall rest a little and study more
later on if possible.
Though I'm not exactly into full swing
for studying but at least this is better
than nothing.
To make up for some other days in case
I really can't study for whatever reasons.

Hurray.
If I carry on like this till the exams,
it's gonna be the longest promise carried
out by me.
It's much better than making promises like
not touching the computer because it's
right now virtually impossible.

I think I shall do housework. =)
Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[3:35 PM]]

Decided to archive my blog posts,
the last 300 becuase that was the maximum
I could view in the list.
The other 981 minus 300 posts are gone.

Should do this regularly.
So at least I can look back and read about
how childish I've been, and how I've grown.
Just for personal reference. Lol.

Shall grab more food, read newspapers
then go study.
Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[11:14 AM]]

It's so scary how everyone, including
me grows so fast.

In a year or two's time we'd be graduating.
Then working.

Life's just too fast paced.
Except for days which scream
B for Boring.

They're going ice skating today.
Bahbah.
I'm gonna study. =)
I know it's lifeless but I don't really
have much time left.
Off for now. =)

-nIx- @ [[10:50 AM]]

I finished studying at 12.06am.
See. I'm so proud I completed studying.
(For the day, even though it's 6minutes
over.)

Time for playing with my new stuff.
Off for now. xD

-nIx- @ [[12:13 AM]]

April 02, 2006

Yay.
My parents bought me a humidifier.
I hope it's byebye to dry skin.

But then again, I worry for my wooden floor.
Whateverrrrr.
I can't wait to set it up.
See. I've got patience.
I study first, that one later.
And considering the amount of patience
I have, I think I'd fiddle with it before sleep
and get it working even without looking
at the instruction book.
As always. Lol.

Last 3pages!
I know I'm slow.
I'm like in front of MSN and studying.
Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[11:55 PM]]

My MP3 doesn't have to die!
The wire somehow works again.
Heheheheh.
To think I was worrying about
the 0battery bar on my way home
but still continued listening to it.

Either the MP3 was fully charged
at that time when I found the wire
was spoilt or whatever else.

Yay.

But then again there are other things
in life more precious than my MP3
even if it's value can't be compared
to it.
Cuz some things are priceless.

-nIx- @ [[11:06 PM]]

Mass blackout for the whole block
of those who stayed in the same row as me.
For approximately half an hour.

Dad to sis :
"The only reason why you're staying here is
because you happen to have the same surname
as me. You happen to be my daughter."

Then I'm puzzled why he said that..
and I found out that she didn't vacuum the floor
as told to.
Seeeeeee! Told you she doesn't do housework.

-nIx- @ [[9:10 PM]]

I went to sleep, again.
I shouldn't have.
Woke up feeling very sad.
I don't know if I should classify
it as a dream or nightmare.
Why would dreams make one sad? -.-

On a happier note,
ANGE I'm gonna rip your post.

as below. :D.
whatever i put my hands onto for the day.
and hohoho.. i did more,
that's more on the web area,
and its not nice.
but its quite quality of that time limit i gave myself.
tatas.

enjoy the images below,
mainly animation.
take note of how my images became more and more crappy.
the topmost is the one i did first..
the last (rabbit) is last to complete xD.

click to enlarge =D.

first, did a turtle, cos i had inspiration.. xD was playing with my terrapin, OH IT ATE FROM MY HAND.. xD.. haha.. ya, i grabbed it, and it ran away.. blablabla.. so i did a turtle!! and named it LUTHER. lol.

why i did peach... cos, i was searching fr more turtur inspirations... i searched for SQUIRT, and i saw PEACH! and did a peach =D for nix. er.. i named this starfish NIX. :x

lut requested a change of colour in his turtur cos.. he say his "NO COLOUR" .. ya crap u, i believe lut's colour blind, can't he see, it's his BLUEEEE, except it isn't navy =( stop blaming meee..... ok.. ya orange, he requested. dumb colour. xD nix loves orange too, maybe i'll try an oleng peach. xD.. oh why the antenna? i was out to tease lut. xD wanted to show him a screwed up turtur before showing him the real orange turtur, but.. dots, he says it's nice also. xD wow i'm pro. LOL. then, i suggested a atenna-enabled peach for nix, and she went, "NOOOOOOOOO"... HAHAAHA!!

ya, this is the real turtur. =D

i suggested to him, pick this colour that colour.. so i pick pink for a girl turtur. xD and his usual reaction, "ange!!" haha.. alright. xD here's better than the next OK?

i had more inspirations when chatting with that stupid couple; lin n wei. LOL. so i came up with this. they won't stop laughing... i'm no comedian!! HAHAHAHA i can't stop laughing too. xD

then i made a rabbie for lin, after thinking soooooooooo long.. no inspiration.. i'm never good with things i don't see. xD rabbits STINK. but whatever, i did a rabbie for her. i think its cute. oh, it's MEOWING. hmm.. why i call it rabbie... cos, lin BITES and passes RABIES to wei.. so i named it RABBIE ^^

improvised it, with wings! now now, rabbie can fly too! =D lut's gf #2 got wings too. LOL.

THEN.. i made it move, cos it seems quite a waste if it doesn't move.. tadah. NOW... i love them all! so cUte!!

end. XD.

How come mine doesn't have wings? =(
I need to study.
Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[8:02 PM]]

Rain rain go away.

When I was young I always like
to walk in the rain and sometimes
taste it.
Now I don't like rain.
It's dirty. Makes me itch.
Drizzle is still acceptable though.

Shall go study. =)
Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[5:11 PM]]

Dohh.
Happy birthday lin's mummy. xD

Had a nightmare. =(
Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[10:18 AM]]

April 01, 2006

Right now, I feel like...
the world's greatest dodo.
Remind me not to fool around
with perfumes anymore.
I'm having a headacheeeeeee.

Studied way over my share of pages today.
(That is if I include the blank pages,
together with the ones with answers. =x)
I'd most probably finish the chapter
later if possible.
Why? I'm going out to celebrate lin's
mother's birthday tomorrow. Lol.

Feeling rather giddy.
Oh bother. =[
Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[11:19 PM]]

Eh. Lor mee yum.
It's quite weird, to eat something
sour which doesn't taste sour.
At least it's weird to me.

I think I'm beginning to like food
with strong taste.
But not too extreme, please.
And I hate oil, or the taste of fats.

Havn't had home cooked food for a long time.
Sigh.
Nothing much at home to cook either,
they're more or less all canned or preserved.

I always see my sister's jeans in the
laundry.
I havnt' washed mine for a long time.
She's probably washed hers 7times
since I last washed mine.

I don't like the idea of jeans with clothes.
It might stain them.
I havn't worn jeans for a long time,
cuz I can't find enough jeans to wash
all at the same time.
Speaking of which, I only have 2-3jeans.
Pathetic amount.
I should get more, but they just seem to
pricey. I'm talking about good ones,
not those I'd wear once and leave aside.

---

Yesterday was busy.
School from 10-5pm.
Reach home at 6, tv at 7-8 and 9-11.
I also need some time to chill.
So I decided not to study on Fridays.
Shall push over a portion of Friday's
pages to weekends.
Mon to Thurs : 25pages.
Sat & Sun : 30-35pages.

Seems quite tough considering the fact
I only managed to study 20odd
pages from 6.30pm till 11.30pm,
in between breaks of the shows I watch,
and after/before they start.
That was to cover up for Thursday's.

Shall go for a bath, then study
today's share + 5pages of Thursday's.

I hope I'd be able to resist the temptation
of going online till I finish studying.
Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[12:39 PM]]